Dear 25-year-old-me,
I know that you are tired of the constant struggles every day. I know that you sometimes question if God still cares about you and your family. I know it's not easy. When you cry or ask why, it tears me up inside.
When some people take advantage of you, it's not like you don't know how to defend yourself. You are a pacifist and you'd like to keep it that way. But you also need to understand, you don't deserve to be treated less than a person. You are beautiful and you deserve the best.
The problems you are experiencing are temporary; everything is a test of faith. Always be reminded that you will always have Jesus Christ. He is your greatest provider and friend. Tell Him everything, He will never forsake you.
You family is not against anyone, you just need to listen. They only want what's best for you. Whenever you feel like your decisions are being questioned, ask their opinion. Don't jump into conclusion, listen well and then decide wisely later.
Your first relationship was not the end, it's just the beginning. Don't be disappointed if things did not go well as you planned. Mistakes happen all the time. You are not perfect.
Anyway, I know you're currently employed and still on the process of deciding which career path to choose. I suggest you get out of your comfort zone and grow as a person. Explore and discover new things. Don't trap yourself in the four corners of the office wall. Be productive in mind, body and spirit. In any plan you decide, don't forget to consult God. Be courageous and trust Him.
Miracles happen all the time so don't ever lose hope. When the situations are bleak and you feel like giving up, PRAY. There are too many temptations in the world but don't ever lose sight of what is important--"Your personal relationship with Jesus Christ."
I know sometimes you feel alone and you feel like you're being disregarded by God yet I inspire you to read His word whenever you are doubtful. Remember that faith in Him is not based on feelings but trust. The unseen enemies are always at work 24/7 so you need to put on the full armor of God to avoid the devil's attack.
Please also be reminded that you're turning 26 on June 17, 2015. Thereby, as you move on and live, I strictly forbid you to fall in-love with just any man. If someone pursues you, the person must first have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. He must be humble, honest, respectful, and godly and he must treat you like a Queen not a house maid. Don't let any man hinder your relationship with Jesus Christ. He must be a man of God in order for him to treat you right and with respect. If he's not close to the above mentioned conditions, please disregard the suitor for corn's sake. However, if he is willing, introduce God's love and let Jesus do the rest.
Life is too short to feel gloomy. You're not the only person on earth who is suffering but you are blessed to have known Jesus in your life unlike those who aren't aware they need a Savior. Be Christ-like in action and in spirit. Always share God’s love especially to those who are lost.
Lastly, happiness does not come from material possessions but of God. So as you continue your life's journey till' Jesus comes, never lose hope, always pray, trust God and be thankful all the time.
To God be all the glory and praise!
Sincerely with love,
Moi
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