Words of Love must be treasured Forever.
-Jonjay Damz
How?
How does a heart stops from beating,
If it's too vivacious to pound?
How does the mind stops from thinking,
If every nerve still wanders around?
How can a body stops from moving,
If every muscles aren't immobilize?
How can we stop from falling,
If we choose to haste and fall so deep in love?
Shiya Tamasao_May 17, 2016
I Need A Way Out!
I need a way out!
I am totally lost.
This is not good, this is not right at all.
Why I am my in panic, why am I in such haste?
I need to calm, I need to relax.
I need a way out!
Can someone show me the way?
I hear it’s there somewhere,
I just need to behave.
I need a way out!
Oh what a thrill!
Stop panicking Oh fragile heart!
You’ll lose sanity if you don’t compose!
-Shiya Tamasao_January 6, 2016
Nothing Compares
Nothing compares the love that you give,
It's unfathomable, it's beyond compare.
Nothing compares the Joy that it brings,
Its satisfaction's beyond compare.
How easy it is to see such light,
It touches the heart and warms the inside.
Such easy to feel the tight embrace,
It grips my hand despite the bruises.
I see it now, I feel it too,
You are faithful in everything you do.
I see it now, I feel it too,
Nothing compares your love so true.
-Shiya Tamasao_January 6, 2016
The Prodigal Daughter
Give me a part of thy said “Kingdom”,
I want my share in everything.
I don’t care about the consequences,
I don’t care if I’m struggling.
Do you see this prideful heart?
It’s tainted by hateful thoughts and desires!
Shall I seek the truth behind the lies?
Must I seek the love or must I die?
Graveyard, it’s deep and it’s rotting!
The hell is wide open to the boastful and evil.
Healing is open, redemption is free.
But thy calloused heart doesn’t even bother.
But what is this, I hear a voice?
It says I'm still welcome, he shall cleanse the toils.
Oh no, what is this, am I really loved?
Despite the problems I am facing now?
Alas! What a present, what a wonderful gift!
A love unexpected from the cross I received.
I seek, I sought and now I have found.
Amazing grace that takes away the sins of the world.
-Shiya Tamasao_December 12, 2015
Inspire me with your Love
Inspire me with your kindness,
Inspire me with your words,
I hear nothing but the sound of my troubled heart.
Inspire me with your mercy,
Inspire me with your everlasting love,
'Cause every time I cry, it hurts even more.
How long shall I suffer?
How long shall I wait?
Everything is pointless, everything is meaningless.
I see myself falling from the depths of emptiness,
I know I'm incapable of saving my own life.
Inspire me with your patience,
Inspire with your faithfulness,
'Cause I know my decisions are a mess.
I am aware of my trespasses, I am aware of my flaws.
And so I beg you, Jesus.
Inspire me with your unfailing love,
And heal this broken dreams.
-Shiya Tamasao_June 9,2015
Save me from Misery
Save me Lord, I beg you.
Heal me Lord, I beg you.
I know my hardheadedness is a thorn in my flesh,
I know it's drowning me to fall and to sin.
Help me, am I in love with him?
Or is it lust that blinds my heart?
I know it's impossible, I know it's a mess.
If I let it bind me from the very start.
Alas! Here I am, wanting to move on.
But the thought of him still lingers on.
I want confirmation, I want to know why?
Why did he ever come into my life?
If he is not for me, make him go away.
If he keeps me away from You, make him go away.
If he doesn't know when to stop, make him stop.
If he's not the one for me, make him leave for corn's sake.
I prayed, yes I prayed to you Lord.
A man of virtue, respect and humility.
But what is this, the exact opposite of what I asked?
Shall I reconsider, shall I give him a chance?
Am I doomed to failure or is this really love?
But he hides his cruelty and displays pleasant character.
Must I believe him, must I hold on?
If this dream is causing me away from you, Lord?
If he displeases you, make him go away!
If he's not for me, don't make me fall for him!
Lord, I beg you, save me from misery.
Don't let me regret the day I said, "yes" to him.
-Shiya Tamasao
Like A Child
Fill me with Your presence and guard my heart.
I have forgotten the meaning of your everlasting love.
Lift me into the highest peak of my weaknesses,
So I may find strength in your unfailing arms.
Guard me against my foes and unseen enemies,
Refuse me to obey the sinful nature of the world.
Cleanse me spiritually, I am down and desperate for healing.
Help me surrender my idols, so I may focus to you Lord.
How do I keep my head steady to my one and only love?
If all I see are sadness and heartbreaking hours?
Set me free of the baggage I carry, don't let me die in vain.
If I fail to see your light this moment, I am sure to die in pain.
Make me like a little child, who worry not of the days to come,
Make me laugh and breathe like everything's new.
I know I am a mess when I am not with you,
Father you are my desire, make me yours forever and ever.
I know I am a mess when I am not with you,
Father you are my desire, make me yours forever and ever.
-Shiya Tamasao
Innocent Love, Humbled Heart
Give me a reason to try this again,
In truth, it's tiring, I thought it was easy.
To leave it all behind is not a problem at all,
But the pain I felt is more than enough to set you free.
I desired happiness, I desired bliss,
But it did not happen, everything was amiss.
Wish I could tell you how much it really hurts,
My heart trembles, this is all new to me.
My heart, oh heart! So innocent indeed.
Never imagined I would care for someone like this.
I thought it's not true, I thought it's all lies.
But when the bell rang three times, I knew it was time.
But I am leaving you, it might be the end.
This isn't my story, it's God's will and design.
He prepared the paper, He was writing it all.
One more disobedience, I know this time I'll fall.
I am hiding my heart away, until the best is yet to come.
I'm giving it to my Heavenly Father from now on.
He will choose someone who's best for me.
He will lead me to the path that I'm meant to be.
-Shiya Tamasao
Oh, Calloused Heart!
I hear you, you say you hate him.
I see you, you think he's unworthy.
Leave him, he's not worth your time.
Tell him, he's not worth your while.
He says, "I cried." Don't believe.
He deceived, manipulated and took advantage of you.
When he speaks, don't you dare listen.
He will only hurt your heart.
When he says, "I love you," it's not that sincere.
Don't stare at him, you'll only wonder why?
How come, how come? I never thought that I'd...
STOP NOW! Don't be a fool!
He's not worth the wait, you can always be cruel.
But heart, oh heart, are you still human?
To not feel his hurt and the slightest hint of pain?
Why choose to be calloused, why choose to feel no pain?
If you don't let anyone in, what shall it gain?
-Shiya Tamasao
Heal My Heart Dear Lord
Tears fell as I stared at the sky,
It's grey and it's dark, the weather doesn't seem right.
I wish to make it through the day,
But the more I think about it, the more I hurt inside.
It's grey and it's dark, the weather doesn't seem right.
I wish to make it through the day,
But the more I think about it, the more I hurt inside.
Why is the world so painful and so cruel?
When you try to please others, you become like a fool,
I wish to stop the hurt and just run in your arms,
Deliver me from evil and from earthly desires.
When you try to please others, you become like a fool,
I wish to stop the hurt and just run in your arms,
Deliver me from evil and from earthly desires.
Heal this heart Lord, I beg of you.
Make me more humble, don't let anger rule my life.
I want to focus only to you,
I don't care about what others say and do.
Make me more humble, don't let anger rule my life.
I want to focus only to you,
I don't care about what others say and do.
If they hate me for having you in my life, so let it be!
I want to live life according to your purpose, I want to be free!
People may criticize, mock me and tell me I'm a mess,
I know that your power is made perfect in weakness.
I want to live life according to your purpose, I want to be free!
People may criticize, mock me and tell me I'm a mess,
I know that your power is made perfect in weakness.
-Shiya Tamasao
My God in Command
I can be a poet or a detective spy,
I can be a policeman or I can steal and lie,
I can be a model or a ballerina girl,
I can be fisherman or a sea diver who collects pearls.
I can climb the tallest mountain or be a famous celebrity,
I can be a lawyer or a criminal in chains,
I can live my own life and be who I want to be,
I can obey the law or break all policies.
If I do what I desire, will I finally be satisfied?
If I make my own choices, will I be glorified?
The world is boundless and so does my wants,
If I choose to be vulnerable, people will think I'm a gaunt.
Is it possible for me to control my own life?
Will I finally be happy if I pursue my desires?
If I shine in this world and always excel,
Will it make me boastful like everyone else?
But truly, truly, the Lord said to me,
"Dear Child, worldly riches will not help you see,
You can either choose wealth or be here with me,
In your Father's arm, lighthearted and carefree."
"The world is the devil's domain, this you must know,
Everything in it are disguised only for a good show,
Earthly ambitions are never delightful to the heart,
It what keeps you and me so apart."
"But if you do what I want and then follow me,
I will satisfy your heart and make you joyful as can be,
I can give you everything that even money can't buy,
Come to me and I'll be forever by your side."
I came to my senses and realized I was wrong,
I did pursue riches and it did not made me strong.
I became weak, despondent and depressed,
I knew from that on I need to repent.
I thank the Lord for His wonderful gift,
He made me strong, I feel no more guilt.
The world may tempt me to be unwise,
I know the Lord will guide me to be wise.
So here I am, I'm giving you my all.
I don't care about anything else but you my Lord.
I can plan to be rich or be an old man.
But from this day on, I'm letting God in command.
-Shiya Tamasao
The Waves of Light
Slowly but gently it covers me,
I simply denied it at first yet it blooms.
The power of love illuminates thy heart,
It never was dark and it never stops.
How can a heart be so fragile in my care,
But when I tried to seek you,
It was never impaired.
A forgotten soul that was caught unaware,
Of the evil aura that arises in the air.
How faithful you are to me, Oh Lord.
The distance is far but you seem so close.
I might have been lost, I might have been swallowed whole,
By my ignorance, pride and depressed mind.
Yet you saved me!
You showed the devil who's boss.
I belong only to you.
I know now that, oh Lord.
-Shiya Tamasao
Heal My Heart Dear Lord
Tears fell as I stared at the sky,
It's grey and it's dark, the weather doesn't seem right.
I wish to make it through the day,
But the more I think about it, the more I hurt inside.
It's grey and it's dark, the weather doesn't seem right.
I wish to make it through the day,
But the more I think about it, the more I hurt inside.
Why is the world so painful and so cruel?
When you try to please others, you become like a fool,
I wish to stop the hurt and just run in your arms,
Deliver me from evil and from earthly desires.
When you try to please others, you become like a fool,
I wish to stop the hurt and just run in your arms,
Deliver me from evil and from earthly desires.
Heal this heart Lord, I beg of you.
Make me more humble, don't let anger rule my life.
I want to be focus only to you,
I don't care about what others say and do.
Make me more humble, don't let anger rule my life.
I want to be focus only to you,
I don't care about what others say and do.
If they hate me for having you in my life, so let it be!
I want to live life according to your purpose, I want to be free!
People may criticize, mock me and tell me I'm a mess,
I know that your power is made perfect in weakness.
I want to live life according to your purpose, I want to be free!
People may criticize, mock me and tell me I'm a mess,
I know that your power is made perfect in weakness.
-Shiya Tamasao
SWEET CONFESSION
I'M in LOVE WITH you,
BUT no one ever KNEW
I'M IN LOVE with YOU,
I really DO
YOU'RE MY best FRIEND and MY handsome KNIGHT
In THE darkness YOU provide ME light
YOU make me STRONG, YOU make me SMILE
YOU keep me SAFE, YOU hold me TIGHT
I wonder if I'LL ever meet SOMEONE like YOU
so loving, so SWEET, SO caring and SO TRUE
YOU INSPIRE me with happiness,YOU inspire me WITH words
YOU are my EVERYTHING, IN this BIG cruel WORLD
IF only I could tell my LOVE for you FACE TO FACE
I'LL never had to feel this melancholic EMPTY space
LOVING you is ENOUGH, you MAKE my HEART blaze
I LOVE you so MUCH LORD, AND that WILL never CHANGE.
-Shiya Tamasao
Stay With Me Lord!
Don't abandon me, Lord.
In times of sadness and pain.
I am dependent to you, Lord.
Without you, it's always a shame.
'Cause in this world so full of hatred,
In this world so full of pain,
It's hard for one to stay the same,
'Cause everything I do seems to fail.
So keep me close and don't ever let go,
'Cause I am needing you more and more,
When troubles come, please always be there,
To catch me when I fall.
I won't make it on my own,
The pain keeps coming on and on,
So stay by my side and don't ever leave,
You are my provider in times of need.
-Shiya Tamasao_February 3, 2014
Waves of Light
Slowly but gently it covers me,
I simply denied it at first yet it blooms.
The power of love illuminates thy heart,
It never was dark and it never stops.
How can a heart be so fragile in my care,
But when I tried to seek you,
It was never impaired.
A forgotten soul that was caught unaware,
Of the evil aura that arises in the air.
How faithful you are to me, Oh Lord.
The distance is far but you seem so close.
I might have been lost, I might have been swallowed whole,
By my ignorance, pride and depressed mind.
Yet you saved me!
You showed the devil who's boss.
I belong only to you,
I know now that, oh Lord.
-Shiya Tamasao_January 29, 2014
My Most Amazing and Merciful God
So wonderful, So beautiful,
You're amazing and so merciful,
Your faithfulness, it's forever.
You are mighty, your glory exceeds above all.
There is indeed no God like you!
You have given everything, and left nothing for you.
You are selfless and unchanging,
You amazes me in everything you do.
Please do forgive me for being weak,
I am sinful and I am bound to feel,
Hatred, sorrows, pain and indignation,
I can't believe that I am saved.
I believe in you, even when nobody does.
I may not see you but I can feel your touch.
You're everlasting and you are love,
I will praise thy Lord who dwells above.
-Shiya Tamasao_December 1, 2013
You Are My Everything My Almighty God!
No one will ever be greater to you,
You're a soft whisper in my heart.
A place of worship I prepare to you,
My love is in you, Almighty Lord.
Your word is a comfort to my soul,
A beautiful song that echoes inside my head.
No wonder Abraham, Isaac and Moses loved you,
You're everything a person could ever ask for.
I seek you and I found you,
You lifted up my sorrow and made me whole.
You're an inspiration in everything I do,
With you, with me, it's never blue.
Oh, mighty and awesome Lord,
Your holiness exalts the heavens.
Oh, great and awesome Lord,
You humbled my heart and lifted my spirit up.
You are incomparable, you are magnificent.
You are beautiful, you are my everything!
I'll praise You, I will worship Your name!
I'll keep You close to me, my Almighty God!
-Shiya Tamasao_November 25, 2013
The world is vast and so does your heart,
You watch, you listen and you guide those who are lost.
While everyone kills, cheats, lies and dies;
You humble thy heart with your pureness and holiness.
I am nothing compared to you, Holy God.
I am a sinner and a stranger in this big cruel world.
But you gave me hope in my darkest hours,
You have given me joy, love, peace and kindness.
Nothing compares to your Almighty name!
You have given me everything while you ask for nothing.
Your salvation is free, now I have Jesus Christ,
Your love conquers all, it is never divided.
What more can I ask for? You provided it all for me.
I'm blessed to have known you, I'm so glad I am finally free.
I will love you forever, in my heart you'll always stay.
Now and forever, I am grateful to your Almighty Name!
-Shiya Tamasao_November 13, 2013
A little Too Late
You detest me, I can see it in your eyes.
Your silence, your emotions, doesn't seem right.
How I long for your embrace and smile,
But you left me with nothing, not a single cry.
How I wish I could turn back the time,
And tell you how much I really care and how much I really tried.
To ignore my feelings towards you each day and night,
The rain has fallen and my heartache risen.
I know you've move on but always remember,
The sun may set at your place my love,
God knows that deep inside,
I am still in-love with you, my love.
-Shiya Tamasao_November 13, 2013
Heart of Stone
Down the pavement where strangers meet,
There I see you looking at me.
A sensual feeling of love and hesitations,
Covers me full in the cry of desperation.
Slowly it's changing and turning me loose,
Out of control and trapped in small hooks.
Truth or dare, you don't really care,
Even if tears fall, you won't even stare.
My eyes are red and my head held down,
Can't you see that I'm almost in frown,
You're pouring me out a glass of misery,
You won't take my hand or let me speak.
Come now, you heart of stone!
You don't care about me, so you're on your own!
I don't want to leave you but you gave me no choice.
I'm nothing to you, you left me in sores.
Leave and be on your own,
My beloved who has a heart of a stone.
Heavy to carry but soft in the eyes,
Sad to see you leave without any goodbyes.
A sensual feeling of love and hesitations,
Covers me full in the cry of desperation.
Slowly it's changing and turning me loose,
Out of control and trapped in small hooks.
Truth or dare, you don't really care,
Even if tears fall, you won't even stare.
My eyes are red and my head held down,
Can't you see that I'm almost in frown,
You're pouring me out a glass of misery,
You won't take my hand or let me speak.
Come now, you heart of stone!
You don't care about me, so you're on your own!
I don't want to leave you but you gave me no choice.
I'm nothing to you, you left me in sores.
Leave and be on your own,
My beloved who has a heart of a stone.
Heavy to carry but soft in the eyes,
Sad to see you leave without any goodbyes.
-Shiya Tamasao_July 5, 2013
I Love You But I Hurt You Because I'm Scared
Can't you feel it, can't you see it?
Are you deaf, are you blind?
Do you really think I hated you,
Despite all the things you said?
Don't be a fool, don't be so cruel.
I care you for you, but I don't want you to see.
It's not really you, It's about me.
I'm sorry, I hurt you, please do forgive me.
The tide is high, the silence is loud.
I thought you heard me say the sweetest words,
Despite the large crowd.
I was wrong, because you didn't.
Loving you is like a thorn in my heart,
I'm afraid to fall deeply in love because I'm scared to be hurt.
But you frighten me in such beautiful way,
The smile you give me, enlightens me every day.
I like you and I love you, does that make sense?
I want you, I need you, would you even care?
I know I hurt you by saying goodbye,
If only I have the power to turn back the time.
-Shiya Tamasao_June 7, 2013
A Long Lost Desire
Would you take this last chance,
Would you let me walk passed?
Every little special things that we had and believed,
The time we felt like there's no someone else,
The sweet loving memories that is now come to past.
The brightest star isn't there anymore,
The spark and intense feeling are faded and gone.
Will you follow and tell me how much you really care,
Or will you leave and forget about the things that we once shared?
I was hurt more than you'll ever know.
I see you in the darkest part of the day,
I see you despite the dark shadows that blocks you.
You glow, you soar and you're lovelier than the stars,
You're the bravest chevalier, you're my knight of the day.
Surely you have known what I really feel.
Please don't hesitate, I will love you.
Come near me and tell me how much you care.
I've longed for this moment, please don't end it so soon.
I'm aware, I can feel, I am not a fool.
Let's start a new chapter and begin again.
-Shiya Tamasao_June 2, 2013
I Love You
I love you.
That you ought to know,
I may not be there,
Still I'm loving you so.
I love you.
Please, don't be naive,
Whatever you're thinking,
Please, don't ever leave.
I love you.
Don't you ever forget.
Some problems may occur,
Don't you ever fret.
I love you.
My sweet funny prince,
I'll wait for you always,
You're my first and my last.
-Shiya Tamasao_June 2, 2013
Diet and Fasting
Today, I'll do it!
Maybe tomorrow I will,
Oh this is difficult,
Will I ever win?
The scale says, "Just stop it!"
But my mind says, "Please, don't!"
Whatever they want,
I just can't let it go.
"Be brave," says my heart,
Whatever that means?
It's not like I'm dying,
I just want to be lean.
My mouth can't stop munching,
My mouth can't stop drooling,
If living means restricting,
Then just let me die.
Some think it's just easy,
To fast and to break.
If only they'd try it,
They sure'll be insane.
It is never easy,
It never will be.
So don't try to tell me,
To lose more or I'll sue!
-Shiya Tamasao_June 2, 2013
A Troubadours Tale: Sunshine
Once there lived a beautiful maiden named Sunshine,
She has the most beautiful heart, she has the most beautiful smile.
Beyond the two mountains, two valleys crossed the sea,
There she lived a quiet life beside the big and old sycamore tree.
Her hopes are high and her spirit is kindness,
Her hands are gold, she is the light in the darkness.
Every man will surely wish for her hand,
For there is no maiden quite like her in the land.
Her beauty fades not, she is like of sunshine.
Her name tells it so, her beauty is so fine.
One day, a stranger came, disturbed her simple living.
The things he did was simply mind blowing.
Come ye, come all and hear thou story,
Of a maiden deflowered by a man crossed the sea.
No questions asked and no problems were answered,
Only a gash of blood dripping beneath the cupboard.
T'was a tragedy for a sweet innocent child,
T'was a tragic indeed now everything's denied.
Her heart once so pure, so kind and so sweet,
T'is now full of anger, like poisonous thorns in a wound so deep.
-Shiya Tamasao_June 1, 2013
Loving You is a Mystery
I look at you and I see no one else,
It's like staring at a priceless portrait,
A face, oh that face! It's like of an angel.
You're like a miracle waiting to happen.
You glanced at me and oh, what a day!
My heart was jumping up and down,
I can't believe it's true,
Surely, I have fallen for you.
Your hand cupped my face,
I can feel my eyes closed,
You told me, "Be still, look at me."
Then I smiled.
My heart was blazing, you're warm and you're mine.
When you said, "I love you."
I can't help but smile.
Silly sweet feelings growing inside.
My sweet Romeo, your lips are so soft.
You're brown eyes so deep, telling me I'm at home.
Every time that you kiss me, I feel so alive.
I thought this glorious day would never arrive.
Nobody's perfect but you are perfect to me,
A marvelous creation that God has given me.
I wish to live only to you by my side,
I will love you forever 'till the day I die.
-Shiya Tamasao_May 31, 2013
A Stranger On My Bed
Comfortably lying on my bed, I closed my eyes.
It was silent and cold, I felt so depressed.
I wonder what it's like to be someone with me?
Not just anybody, but someone I truly know.
The wind was cold and my window was slightly open,
I wanted to close it but my body doesn't want to go,
So I stayed lying and then once more,
I closed my eyes.
A ray of pink, white and blue light,
A pale white complexion just far behind.
Then a tingling sensation from head to my feet,
It was warm and so sensual, a cry in between.
The room was darker, but it felt warmer than before.
A shadow was standing, now it's not there anymore.
I closed my eyes and once more I tried to sleep,
But a warm big arms cupped me in so deep.
I wonder what, I wonder where and I wonder who was there with me,
A ghost, an evil spirit or maybe a stranger who'd want to hurt me.
And as tears fell and as my fear began to grow,
A soft gentle kiss on the lips calmed me so.
But my tears won't stop falling as I stared the dark image,
He caressed my face and whispered to me, "It's all right."
Finally I came to my senses and then I realized,
It was only my sweet loving husband on my side.
Shiya Tamasao_May 31, 2013
Dear Mr. Gorgeous Man,
I know you were hurt when I try to pretend that I didn't like you.
How long has it been exactly? I think it was two years, more or less.
What precisely did you do to make me want you now?
The truth is, I don't know...
I still remember that day when you kissed my nose,
I thought it was the sweetest thing.
Pretending it didn't mean at all, haunted me day and night.
Oh what a sight, a beautiful memory that I can't erase.
How come you knew me inside and out?
You know my every move and every touch!
Can you read my mind or am I that easy to see?
It's like I'm transparent whenever you're with me.
And who would ever thought that I'd fall for you now?
Despite the teasing, the lying and the all pretend sighs,
You're undeniably charming and an immensely annoying vagabond,
You were my first brights and all my first lights.
Whatever have you done to me? You're a wizard in disguise!
A person like you is definitely hard to find,
Will I take this last chance or should I let myself go?
Behind this crazy facade is a whole different show.
I'm sorry, I guess, that's all I have to say.
I feel a bit weird in a strictly annoying way,
I know you've moved on and you found someone else,
I'm just glad that I met you, you were my beautiful experience.
But if I were to go back and changed the whole thing,
I'd love to love you in a whole different way.
With no more pretend and my lips slightly curved,
And my head held up high, a kissed on the lips instead on the nose.
Shiya Tamasao_May 31, 2013
Dark and Gray
My tears won't stop falling,
I feel helpless, nobody cares.
What I am inside is different outside,
I can't smile or laugh,
I wonder what's wrong?
I live yet I'm not living,
I'm trapped in this four annoying dilapidated walls of torture.
Grieving beneath my bed,
I try to be optimistic.
How can this be, why can't I be?
The dreams, I dreamed, my ambition,
Are nothing but a mere thought of desperation.
I wish to be gone, this is not what I wanted.
Dearest memory, I beg you.
Don't leave me hanging and alone,
Sweet positive memories, I envy you.
What have I done to deserve such shame?
Shiya Tamasao_May 31, 2015
What Loving You is Like...
Loving You is Like...
Walking endlessly on a rocky path,
Listening attentively to a boring lecture,
Crying alone on a deserted island,
Sleeping uncomfortably on a cold hard ground,
Feeling helpless in a very difficult situation,
Understanding a wolf in its howl of desperation,
Wandering above the pale dark skies,
Smiling alone on an empty vacant stairs,
Running backwards in a weird crazy nightmare,
Flying up high in a hurricane,
Jumping up and down when exercising,
Watching a romantic film and then crying like a baby,
Shouting "I hate you" at the top of my voice,
Blushing constantly when you're around me,
Grinning unpretentiously in front of others,
Lying about what I really feel inside,
And LOVING you more than anything in the world.
Shiya Tamasao_May 31, 2013
This Heart
My Heart, I wonder, are you all right?
You've been down, disappointed,
And humiliated day and night.
Oh, sweet light, take me away!
Hide me from darkness,
And Fill this empty whole.
Angel face, I seek you.
Where are you now?
Love me or hate me, I don't really care.
Just stay with me forever,
And I'll be there likewise.
What I need, I don't know anymore.
But this heart of mine is just a simpleton,
I might hide and push you away from me, Angel.
Yet in my heart, I want you to love me forever and ever!
Shiya Tamasao_May 28, 2013
